Thursday, August 31, 2017
ANTINOUS ENABLES YOU TO DISCOVER
THE INTELLIGENCE OF THE HEART
THE INTELLIGENCE OF THE HEART
IN ancient times, Antinous was known as a miracle worker. His worshipers prayed to him for miracles, oracles, visions and answers to problems in their daily lives.
The Egyptian hieroglyphs on the OBELISK OF ANTINOUS state clearly that Antinous answers the prayers of all who call upon him through dreams and visions, for example.
The hieroglyphs also make cryptic references to his ability to work magic through his heart. This is a reference to the Ancient Egyptian concept of the "Intelligence of the Heart."
The Egyptians knew that the brain is the center of motor activity and sensory perception. But they believed the heart is the center of a form of intelligence which has baffled most mainstream Egyptologists ... who assume the Egyptians believed the heart was where cognitive thinking occurs.
But the Egyptians had a very different view of the universe from our rational, scientific view of the universe. We dissect facts and analyze them. But while the Egyptians were very good at analyzing facts, they also retained the Zen-like ability to see the whole ... which leads to contemplation ... not analysis.
The Egyptians understood that if you want to find an intelligent solution to a problem, your brain can do the work. You have all the necessary intelligence inside the bone in your skull.
However, most people use their brains the same way they use their muscles. You can strain your head just as if it were a muscle, and work very hard trying to arrive at an answer, but it doesn't really work that way.
When you really want to find an answer to something, what you need to do is contemplate the problem. Visualize your question as well as you can, and then simply wait.
If you don't, and if you instead try to find the solution through brute mental strength, you may be disappointed, because any solution that comes in that way is likely to be wrong.
But when you have waited for a while, the solution will come of itself. That is what the Egyptians called the Intelligence of the Heart ... using your heart instead of your head.
It will work for you in the same way your stomach will digest your food for you without your having to supervise it consciously. Our attempts to supervise everything consciously have all led to consequences that aren't too good for our stomach, and the reason for that is quite simple.
Conscious attention, which employs words, cannot think of very much. We are forced, therefore, to ignore almost everything while we are thinking. We think along a single track, but the world doesn't proceed along a single track.
The world is everything happening altogether everywhere, and you just can't take all that into consideration because there isn't time.
However, the Intelligence of the Heart can take it all into consideration because it is capable of handling innumerable variables at once, even though your conscious attention cannot...
The hieroglyphs on the Obelisk of Antinous promise that Antinous the Gay God enables us to discover the Intelligence of the Heart ... the Intelligence of HIM ... he opens his heart to you ....
Wednesday, August 30, 2017
GOLDEN ANTINOUS STATUE FEATURED
IN STUNNING AUSTRALIAN EXHIBITION
IN STUNNING AUSTRALIAN EXHIBITION
THIS stunning gilded replica of the famous Farnese Antinous/Dionysus statue at the Naples Archaeological Museum in Italy is among male deity sculpture headlining a new exhibition in Australia.
The famous DAVID ROCHE FOUNDATION in Adelaide is renowned for the collection of the eccentric 19th Century art maven David Roche. His palatial home is now a house museum.
Antinous is among the sculptures and paintings of male deities being featured in the museums new exhibition, entitled "MADNESS OF THE GODS Love, War and Transgressions."
Emblematic of the Gods and Goddesses, the David Roche Collection, from the facade of the new wing, throughout the galleries and his residence, abounds with Greco-Roman ideals.
His former swimming pool was testament to the Aegean.
The faux-marbled architraves and door reveals, the faux-malachite pilasters and skirtings, epitomise the perfection of ancient ornament.
From emperors divine and despotic, to deities and sirens, most of the works on display reflect the Classical ideal.
The pedestals and curtains, the ceiling decoration, and the chandelier centred with a follower of Dionysus dancing aloft a trio of Bacchant thyrsus, summon the mythological theme of his favourite/grandest rooms.
David Roche did not profess to be a Classics scholar, however he knew a god when he saw one! As Caesar in his school play at Geelong Grammar School, he continued to live the role as emperor in his own domain.
Senior Curator, Robert Reason, of the David Roche Collection has selected a wonderful mix of deities and heroes with divine powers, portrayed in all their glory and physical perfection.
He says: "We are also very privileged to be able to include Lord Leighton’s The Cymbalist, c.1869, in the exhibition. Generously on loan from a private collection in Queensland, this major work is exhibited in Adelaide for the first time."
Tuesday, August 29, 2017
EGYPTIAN LOOTERS USE SOCIAL MEDIA
TO LURE EGYPTOLOGISTS FOR HELP
TO LURE EGYPTOLOGISTS FOR HELP
LOOTERS of Egypt's antiquities are using social media to seek out professional Egyptologists, and others with knowledge of Egypt's past, to better loot archaeological sites and sell antiquities.
Looting of archaeological sites has increased rapidly in the country since the 2011 Egyptian revolution, sometimes resulting in the death of children who are forced to work in narrow tunnels.
In the past few weeks, five people have died while trying to dig tunnels beneath houses; one of those killed was an 11-year-old boy, Egyptian media reports say.
We broke the story several weeks ago about CHILD LOOTERS DYING.
One reason looting may be more compelling is that inflation in Egypt is at more than 30 percent, making it difficult for Egyptians to buy food and medicine, several experts said.
Inflation increased rapidly after the International Monetary Fund (IMF) said that in exchange for a loan the Egyptian government would have to float the Egyptian pound (the country’s currency) on the free market, rather than having the government set its value.
The IMF believes that in the long term, floating the Egyptian pound will boost Egypt's exports and grow Egypt's economy, Chris Jarvis, the IMF mission chief for Egypt, said in a news briefing about the loan terms.
Live Science talked to several Egyptologists about their experiences. All the Egyptologists said it is against professional standards to assist or help looters in any form.
Encounters with looters selling antiquities are common among Egyptologists who are on social media, said MONICA HANNA, an Egyptologist who conducts research on the looting and trafficking of Egypt's antiquities extensively.
Looters usually contact Egyptologists using social media or email, Hanna told Live Science.
Hanna said that she is aware of a few cases where professional archaeologists decided to breach ethics and assist looters.
"I know of several incidents that archaeologists helped looters or worked for collectors to value and authenticate objects," Hanna said.
Monday, August 28, 2017
KARL HEINRICH ULRICHS
SAINT OF ANTINOUS
SAINT OF ANTINOUS
ON AUGUST 28 the Religion of Antinous honors Saint Karl Heinrich Ulrichs, the world's first gay activist, who lobbied governments 100 years before Stonewall for repeal of anti-gay laws, and who was also Chief Priest of Antinous worldwide in the latter half of the 19th Century.
Even before the term "homosexuality" had been coined, Ulrichs came out to his friends and families and proclaimed in 1864 that he was a "Uranian" — or "Urning" in his native German — and thenceforth waged a one-man campaign for gay rights in Germany.
Sanctus Carolus Henricus Ulrichs, Chief Priest of Antinous in the 2nd half of the 19th Century (worldwide!) wrote incredibly long poems — nearly in epic form — about Hadrian and Antinous.
He wrote a manuscript for a mammoth scientific work on Antinous in history, art, coins and his influence on ancient and modern culture. The manuscript was confiscated and destroyed in a police raid.
As part of his gay-rights lobbying effort, he wrote dozens of pamphlets with titles such as "Researches on the Riddle of Man-Manly Love" aimed at dispelling homophobic myths about same-sex love.
Late in life Ulrichs wrote: "Until my dying day I will look back with pride that I found the courage to come face to face in battle against the spectre which for time immemorial has been injecting poison into me and into men of my nature. Many have been driven to suicide because all their happiness in life was tainted. Indeed, I am proud that I found the courage to deal the initial blow to the hydra of public contempt."
Forgotten for many years, Ulrichs is now becoming something of a cult figure in Europe. There are streets named for him in the German cities of Munich, Bremen and Hanover. His birthday (August 28th, 1825) is marked each year by a lively street party and poetry reading at Karl Heinrich Ulrichs Square in Munich.
The International Lesbian and Gay Law Association presents an annual Karl Heinrich Ulrichs Award in his memory. He died on July 14th, 1895, in L'Aquila, Italy.
Sunday, August 27, 2017
JUAN GABRIEL IS A SAINT OF ANTINOUS
GAY ICON TO MILLIONS IN MEXICO
GAY ICON TO MILLIONS IN MEXICO
WE honour Juan Gabriel, a superstar Mexican songwriter and singer who was an icon for millions of LGBT people in the Latin music world. He is a saint of Antinous.
Born
7 January 1950, he dropped dead 28 August 2016 at his home in
California only hours after performing a standing-room-only crowd. He
performed for two hours at the Los Angeles Forum on Friday, clad in one
of his typical brightly colored outfits. In its review of the concert, Billboard called him "the ultimate showman." He was 66.
Juan Gabriel was Mexico's leading singer-songwriter and top-selling artist.
His
ballads about love and heartbreak and bouncy mariachi tunes became
hymns throughout Latin America and Spain and with Spanish speakers in
the United States.
He
brought many adoring fans to tears as they sang along when he crooned
his songs about love and heartbreak, including his top hits, "Hasta Que
Te Conoci" ("Until I Met You") and "Amor Eterno" ("Eternal Love").
His hit "Querida" ("Dear") topped Mexico's charts for a whole year.
The
adjectives "flamboyant" and "eccentric" followed him all his career,
and he was imitated by drag queens in gay clubs throughout Mexico.
He skirted rumors of gayness his whole life.
He
liked to wear jackets covered in sequins or dress in shiny silk outfits
in hot pink, turquoise blue or canary yellow, and he was known for
tossing his head before dancing or jumping around the stage.
He
was once famously asked by a television interviewer: "People look at
you and say you are homosexual. What do you say?" His answer became part
of his enduring myth.
"Lo que se ve no se pregunta," he answered … "Don't ask about something that is obvious."
Then Juan asked the interview what he saw when he looked at him.
The
journalist said: "I see a singer before me, I see a winner" and Juan
Gabriel replied: "That is the most important thing, because it is what
you do that counts in life."
Juan
started out as a waif ... having been sent to an orphanage after his
father went insane with grief over the loss of Juan's mother and burned
down their village and had to be carried off in a straitjacket.
Little Juan fled abuse at the orphanage by hiding in a rubbish bin and being transported to freedom in a garbage truck.
Little Juan fled abuse at the orphanage by hiding in a rubbish bin and being transported to freedom in a garbage truck.
Arriving
in Juarez, he sang for tips and tricks in seedy clubs, where he caught
the eye of a "talent scout" ... and the rest is showbiz history.
In 2015 artist Arturo Damasco painted a 40-square-meter mural of Juan Gabriel on a building in Juarez.
Juan
Gabriel never married. According to The Associated Press, a former
secretary of his, Joaquín Muñoz, claimed that the two men had a sexual
relationship in a tell-all book, "Juan Gabriel and I."
It
confirmed what most fans already believed, but his fans were surprised
when years later it became known that he had fathered four children with
a friend, Laura Salas.
Juan Gabriel performed to packed auditoriums, including New York's Madison Square Garden and the Kodak Theater in Los Angeles.
A
six-time Grammy nominee, Juan Gabriel was inducted into the Billboard
Latin Music Hall of Fame in 1996 and received countless industry awards.
He
also garnered ASCAP Songwriter of the Year in 1995, Latin Recording
Academy's Person of the Year 2009, and a star on the Hollywood Walk of
Fame that same year.
Saturday, August 26, 2017
DID ANTINOUS SEE CLEOPATRA'S TOMB
ON HIS LION-HUNTING EXPEDITION?
ON HIS LION-HUNTING EXPEDITION?
THE Lost Tomb of Antinous and the Lost Tomb of Alexander the Great capture the imaginations of archaeologists everywhere ... but imagine stumbling onto the Lost Tomb of Cleopatra?
One
long-held theory is that her tomb could be hidden in a labyrinth
beneath a Roman era fort in the desert west of Alexandria called Taposiris Magna.
Experts
from Egypt and the Dominican Republic have discovered the temple's
original gate on its western side. In pharaonic Egypt the temple was
named Per-Usir, meaning "A place of Osiris."
Legend
has it that when the god Seth killed Osiris he cut him into fourteen
pieces and threw them all over Egypt. This is one of 14 temples said to
contain one piece of the god's body.
The team also found limestone foundation stones, which would once have lined the entrance to the temple.
One of these bears traces indicating that the entrance was lined with a series of Sphinx statues.
The
team, led by Dr. Kathleen Martinez, began excavations in Taposiris
Magna ten years ago in an attempt to locate the tomb of the well-known
lovers, Queen Cleopatra VII and Mark Antony.
There
is some evidence that suggests that Egypt's last Queen might not be
buried inside the tomb built beside her royal palace, which is now under
the eastern harbour of Alexandria.
The
archaeologists have been exploring the underground labyrinth, turning
up a bronze statue of the goddess Aphrodite, the alabaster head of a
Cleopatra statue, a mask believed to belong to Marcus Antonius and a
headless statue from the Ptolemaic era.
The
location is of great interest to those of us who love Antinous because
it is very likely that Hadrian and Antinous visited this temple site in
August of the year 130 AD ... the final summer of the brief life of
Antinous.
As
we know, the imperial entourage was visiting Alexandria in the summer
of the year 130, and we know that Hadrian and Antinous hunted and killed
a man-eating lion which had been terrorizing the countryside.
It was described as a "Libyan" lion, "Libya" being the term used in those days for everything west of Alexandria.
So
it is highly possible (even likely) that the imperial hunting party
passed by the temple at Taposiris Magna, which is less than 45 kms (30
miles) west of Alexandria.
In
the year 130 it was a vast complex of temples that included a Roman
fortress. The name Taposiris comes from the legend that one of the
relics of Osiris was enshrined there.
This
is a very noteworthy site because it is the location of the only wholly
Greek style temple (with columns) ever known to have been built in
Egypt.
And it is also a temple which was converted into a military fortress by the Romans.
In
addition, it is the location of a unique stone tower overlooking the
sea which is believed to have been a miniature replica of the Great
Lighthouse at nearby Alexandria.
Only shattered walls and foundations are left to indicate the size of Taposiris Magna.
It
is entirely conceivable that Cleopatra and Marcus Antonius, cornered by
Octavian's advancing forces, might have sought refuge at this fortified
temple complex with its tower suitable for use as an observation post.
It is also entirely possible that Cleopatra and Marc Antony were buried here.
It is also entirely possible that Cleopatra and Marc Antony were buried here.
Friday, August 25, 2017
CHAVELA VARGAS
SAINT OF ANTINOUS
SAINT OF ANTINOUS
CHAVELA VARGAS, the forceful lesbian songstress who was born in Costa Rica and rose to fame in Mexico, and influenced generations on both sides of the Atlantic, has been proclaimed a Saint of Antinous.
When she died in 2012 at age 93, she was especially known for her rendition of Mexican rancheras, but she is also recognized for her contribution to other genres of popular Latin American music.
Never one to hide her lesbianism, she has been an influential interpreter in America and Europe, muse to figures such as Pedro Almodóvar, hailed for her haunting performances, and called "la voz áspera de la ternura," the rough voice of tenderness.
FLAMEN ANTONIUS SUBIA speaks for millions of gays in the Spanish-speaking world when he says her passing is a saddening loss. He grew up with her music.
ANTONIUS RECALLS:
My parents had always played her music it...among many other singers...she was the only one who made an impact on me. She was the only one who stood out...mostly because I could tell that she was crazy...she wasn't trying to sound pretty or traditional...but more like someone having an attack of too much feelings.
It wasn't until I was in my late teens that a friend pointed out that all her love songs are sung about women, I hadn't even noticed, I had just taken them at face value, you broke my heart songs, without really thinking about the context...that was when I really started to like Chavela Vargas...when it suddenly dawned on me that this dramatic, bellowing woman, who was such a favorite of my parents, was A LESBIAN!!!
As it turns out she was a hard-core lesbian, though never public about her sexuality, she never actually hid it...it was pretty much right there for everyone to see. She drank heavily, carried a gun and wore a big red poncho...how can you not love a lesbian such as that?! Eventually the drinking became too much and she dropped out of making music for a long, long time...only to return about 10 years ago, at 83 years of age with a new album...and it was during her return that I finally learned that, yes indeed, just as I suspected, she was in fact a Lesbian. My favorite quote is when she said:
"I've never even been to bed with a man. Never. That's how pure I am; I have nothing to be ashamed of. My gods made me the way I am." - Chavela Vargas
Chavela Vargas is a blessed Saint of Antinous.
ANTONIUS SUBIA
Thursday, August 24, 2017
THE ANTINOUS OF RENO NEVADA
WE love it when Antinomaniacs from around the world share images of Antinous they discover during their globetrotting travels.
This statue of Antinous in the guise of Dionysus is the center of an Italian restaurant in Reno Nevada. He holds the thyrsus staff of Dionysus in one hand and a goblet of wine in the other.
He is flanked by two maenads who are totally naked ... though his private parts are hidden discreetly ... lest prudish American diners be put off their pasta.
And to top it all off ... this statue rotates slowly to give diners on all sides a 360-degree view of him ... under a twinkling starry heaven.
Wednesday, August 23, 2017
BRAZILIAN GAY ICON ELKE MARAVILHA
IS A SAINT OF ANTINOUS
IS A SAINT OF ANTINOUS
WE honour the Russian-born Brazilian drag artiste extraordinaire ELKE MARAVILHA as a saint of Antinous.
She was born 22 February 1945 and died 16 August 2016 at age 71.
Our 2014 Antinoeiad chamption PIETRO ADJANO of Brazil nominated Elke to become a SAINT OF ANTINOUS.
Pietro
says: "She was an actress, musical artist, TV star, model, and
precursor of an innovative, bold and unique style, who opened the
possibilities of aesthetic and behavioral path wherever she went and
appeared.
Elke
was an artistic personality whose charisma provoked strong popular
impact, both the image and the message of joy, intelligence and
irreverence. Because of this, she already attained legendary status
Carmen Miranda and Arthur Bispo do Rosário.
Merging
exoticism, mysticism, joy, madness and deep knowledge of human, her
infectious joy inspired hope. Half a century ago she emerged as a
firebrand of rebellion and liberation.
Elke
Maravilha was a work of art in constant metamorphosis and as an artist
she pursued the best of artistic paths: She gambled and bet on the
possible dream.
Teacher,
translator and interpreter of foreign languages, including Latin, she
was the youngest French teacher of the French Alliance and the English
Cultural Union Brazil - United States.
She said:
'They
ask me how I created this style, this look that characterizes me. I say
always sought compose this way, of course it was not as now, because
today it is all inclusive, with come time finding me more inside and
putting what I find out. I often say that I was always like that, only
with time I'm getting worse! In fact, always been a bit different train,
you know? As a teenager I decided to tear the clothes, disheveled hair,
exaggerated makeup on and go out on the street... took me to spit in
the face. But it was good because I understood the situation as if they
were putting me to the test. Perhaps if my style was not really my inner
reality, I would have gone back. But I knew he would never back down. I
never wanted to harm anyone! What I want is to play, show me,
communicate. "
"I want to live together! Great art is not living, is live together!'
I Pietro Adjano hereby nominate Elke Maravilha to become a saint of Antinous!"
Elke Maravilha - Элке Георгевна Груннупп (1945 - 2016).
...atriz,
intérprete musical, apresentadora, modelo. Precursora de um estilo
inovador, ousado e único, vem abrindo as possibilidades de caminho
estético e comportamental por onde passa e aparece. Elke é uma
personalidade artística cujo carisma provoca forte impacto popular,
tanto na imagem como na mensagem de alegria, inteligência e
irreverência. Devido a isto, já faz parte do imaginário popular
brasileiro e pode perfilar com mitos contemporâneos como Carmem Miranda e
Artur Bispo do Rosário.
Mesclando
exotismo, misticismo, alegria, loucura e profundo conhecimento do
humano, sua vibração contagiante a faz mensageira de utopias e portadora
de esperanças.
Dra.
Nise da Silveira, criadora do Museu de Imagens do Inconsciente,
afirmava que Elke é uma Sacerdotisa Dionisíaca, e que, com tal, ilumina
caminhos e aquece corações.
Já
na década de 60 despontou como símbolo de transgressão e liberação.
Visionária como só os que assumem seu delírio, intuiu o movimento
holístico e vem exercendo-o tanto em suas relações pessoais como em sua
comunicação com o mundo.
Elke
Maravilha é uma obra de arte em constante metamorfose e como artista
vem trilhando o melhor dos caminhos da arte: Ela apostou e aposta no
sonho possível.
Professora,
tradutora e intérprete de línguas estrangeiras, incluindo Latim. Foi a
mais jovem professora de francês da Aliança Francesa e de inglês na
União Cultural Brasil – Estados Unidos;
“Perguntam-me
como criei este estilo, este visual que me caracteriza. Digo que sempre
busquei compor este jeito, claro que não era assim como agora, pois
hoje a coisa é mais abrangente, com o tempo venho me descobrindo muito
mais por dentro e colocando o que descubro para fora. Costumo dizer que
sempre fui assim, só que com o tempo estou piorando! Na realidade,
sempre fui um trem meio diferente, sabe? Ainda adolescente resolvi
rasgar a roupa, desgrenhei o cabelo, exagerei na maquiagem e sai na
rua... Levei até cuspida na cara. Mas foi bom porque entendi aquela
situação como se estivessem colocando-me em teste. Talvez, se meu estilo
não fosse verdadeiramente minha realidade interior, eu teria voltado
atrás. Mas sabia que nunca iria recuar. Eu nunca quis agredir ninguém! O
que eu quero é brincar, me mostrar, me comunicar”.
“Eu quero é conviver! A grande arte não é viver, é conviver"!
Tuesday, August 22, 2017
THE SACRED LION HUNT
ON the 21st of August, with the Sun in the final degrees of Leo the Lion, we commemorate the Sacred Lion Hunt ... when Hadrian and Antinous slew a man-eating lion in Egypt in August 130 AD.
Minutes ago, the modern-day Priests of Antinous just finished celebrating the event in with ritual ceremonies at the Hollywood Temple of Antinous which also saw worshipers participating via Skype from Mexico, Brazil and Germany.
During the special ceremonies they also honored the Sacred Rosy Lotus of Antinous ... the pink waterlily said to have sprung forth spontaneously from the lion's blood as it splattered the banks of the Nile.
Flamen Antonius Subia relates in vivid detail the events of the Sacred Lion Hunt: The place is Egypt, somewhere in the rocky wilderness between the scattered oases southeast of Alexandria.
The time is August of the Year 130 AD. The Sun is poised to enter the Sign of Leo. The Constellation of Aquila the Eagle is at its zenith in the nighttime sky — just as it is now.
It is the constellation of the Emperor. And the Emperor and his Beloved are touring Egypt when they hear grisly accounts of a man-eating lion marauding the countryside on the edge of the cultivated land. The "Marousian Lion" it was called.
They lead a hunting expedition out into the wilderness. The whole expedition is rife with symbolism from the start since the Sun is in Leo in the daytime skies and the Eagle is soaring in the nighttime skies and the Ancients believed killing lions was tantamount to defeating death itself. Lion hunting was the sport of kings.
When at last the Imperial party flushes out the man-eater, the huntsmen and archers stand back and leave Hadrian to close in on the beast with his steed. Hadrian has just got off an arrow which wounds the animal when, all of a sudden, out of nowhere, young Antinous rides ahead, his reins in his left hand, an adamantine-tipped lance in his upraised right hand.
As the Imperial retinue looks on in horror, the snarling lion charges toward the boy, causing his panicked horse to whinny and wheel about in terror. But Antinous maintains his balance and, instantly judging distance and angle, sends his lance sailing towards the lion as it quickly closed the gap between them.
The lance slams into its rear flank, inflicting a serious but not fatal wound. Enraged even more, the lion uses its fangs to pull out the lance and charges anew against the Boy who is fumbling with his quiver to ready a shot with his bow. But an arrow is already in the air from behind Antinous, and it whizzes past his ear and hit its mark in the throat of the lion.
It has been fired by Hadrian, who is approaching at full gallop and who, even while the first arrow was still in the air, had already readied a second arrow, which this time penetrates both lungs.
The lion spins about and collapses writhing in the dust, rage in its eyes, blood and saliva guttering from its fanged mouth, gasping for breath as it struggles to get to its feet — because Antinous has dismounted and is sprinting toward it with a drawn dagger.
Hadrian draws his steed to a halt and dismounts with an agility and lightness befitting a man half his age, fueled by adrenalin and alarm for his Beloved Boy, who faces imminent peril from the mortally wounded lion, still capable of severing an artery with one swipe of its mighty paw.
Hadrian draws his hunting axe from his belt and holds it high as he lunges onto the lion's back and dispatches the beast with one powerful blow which splits its skull in two with a frightening crack and a spurt of bright red blood which bathes both the older man, now panting and perspiring heavily, and the younger man who still shows no visible expression of concern, just a wild-eyed look of excitement in his eyes, as if he never realized the danger he had been in — as if he thinks he is immortal.
A cheer goes up from the coterie of onlookers when they realize the lion is dead, killed seemingly by a single blow from the Emperor's hand. Courtiers whose eyes are unskilled in the ways of hunting will later claim Hadrian had struck the lion dead with a club.
As soldiers and nervous bodyguards rush forward to make sure everything is all right, the emperor, his adrenalin-strength ebbing as quickly as it came, shakily wraps a blood-spattered arm around Antinous and plants his gilded, spike-soled sandal on the dead animal's neck and nods to Antinous to do the same.
There they stand, bathed in blood and bathed in the adulation of the Imperial coterie, each with one foot on the vanquished man-eater as the animal's blood spreads out and covers the surrounding rocks and sand and a few scrubby wildflowers growing from a crevice in a rock.
Even the flowers are splattered with blood. And these red blossoms will be plucked by members of the entourage to take back as souvenirs to show to envious courtiers who had not been invited along.
THE SACRED LION HUNT was immortalized in poetry and in stone, with Hadrian adding medallions to the Arch of Constantine showing him and Antinous with feet on the lion's neck and also making sacrifice to the great lion-killer Hercules.
Soon legend would have it that scarlet-red lotus blossoms had sprung forth from the pool of the lion's blood, the lion which had been brought down by Antinous and which had been dealt its death blow by Hadrian — the SACRED RED LOTUS.
Under the Sign of Leo. And under the Constellation of the Eagle.
Within a few short weeks, Antinous himself would be dead. The Sacred Lion Hunt is the last recorded event in His short life.
And some time afterward, grieving Hadrian would look up into the nighttime skies with tear-filled eyes and his court astronomers would point out a New Star which had appeared in the southern part of the Constellation of Aquila the Eagle.
The New Star would be interpreted as a celestial sign that Antinous had been raised to the firmament, that the Constellation of the Imperial Eagle had been joined by the CONSTELLATION OF ANTINOUS. It was a sign that Antinous was now a God.
If you go outside tonight and peer out into the darkness with all its deep and hidden dangers, remember Antinous and how he peered out into the barren wilderness with all its deep and hidden dangers.
He charged forth, his bridle-reins in his left hand and an adamantine-tipped lance in his right, and he faced death unafraid.
For Antinous knew he was immortal.
The Constellation of Antinous, still under the wing of the Imperial Eagle, will be right directly over your head tonight — shining proof that Antinous is a God and that he is indeed immortal.
Don't look out into the darkness around you and be afraid. Instead, look up and remember the Beloved Boy, who was a fearless hunter, who stalked death itself, and who emerged victorious over it.
Monday, August 21, 2017
OPEN YOUR EYES TO ANTINOUS COURAGE
DURING THIS TOTAL SOLAR ECLIPSE
DURING THIS TOTAL SOLAR ECLIPSE
ON the 21st of August, we come to a dramatic Total Solar Eclipse which is visible over nearly all of the continental United States.
This cosmic event coincides with the magical SUMMER BLUE MOON of Antinous and the SACRED LION HUNT.
The Solar Eclipse is brief, lasting only 2 minutes and 40 seconds, but it cuts a swathe diagonally across the continental United States from Oregon to South Carolina.
This Solar Eclipse, brief as it is, will produce effects on the United States that will last for 12 months. This coming 12-month period will be a time of dramatic, possibly even traumatic changes for America. Thus this Solar Eclipse will virtually eclipse all cosmic events of the coming year.
As if that were not enough, the Sun and Moon are in a powerful trine aspect with Uranus ... a configuration which unleashes dramatic and even revolutionary changes.
Millions of people view this heavenly spectacle with awe and superstitious fear ... but the priests of Antinous admonish you to open your heart to the bold courage that is being released ... for you to harness in your own life.
Remember, if you will, how Antinous and Hadrian slew a lion at this time of year, with the Sun in the final degrees of Leo the Lion in August 130 AD.
Within a few short weeks, Antinous himself would be dead. The Sacred Lion Hunt is the last recorded event in His short life.
And some time afterward, grieving Hadrian would look up into the nighttime skies with tear-filled eyes and his court astronomers would point out a New Star which had appeared in the southern part of the Constellation of Aquila the Eagle.
The New Star would be interpreted as a celestial sign that Antinous had been raised to the firmament as the CONSTELLATION OF ANTINOUS. It was a sign that Antinous was now a God.
Antinous was worshipped in ancient times as a Moon God. When you see the "Man in the Moon" you are looking at Antinous!
So, when the Moon crosses the face of the Sun today remember Antinous and how he peered out into the barren wilderness with all its deep and hidden dangers.
He charged forth, his bridle-reins in his left hand and an adamantine-tipped lance in his right, and he faced death unafraid.
For Antinous knew he was immortal.
The Constellation of Antinous, still under the wing of the Imperial Eagle, will be right directly over your head tonight — shining proof that Antinous is a God and that he is indeed immortal.
Don't look out into the darkness around you and be afraid. Instead, look up and remember the Beloved Boy, who was a fearless hunter, who stalked death itself, and who emerged victorious over it.
Sunday, August 20, 2017
THE SACRED BAND OF THEBES
THE ARMY OF LOVERS
THE ARMY OF LOVERS
AUG. 20 the Religion of Antinous commemorates the Sacred Band of Thebes, the Army of Gay Lovers whose courage and valour have echoed down through the ages as an inspiration that Gay Love is a magical means of Conquering Fear and Doubt.
The Sacred Band of Thebes, also called The Theban Band, was a battalion composed entirely of homosexual friends and lovers. This military unit, consisting of 150 male couples, was based on the belief that men fighting alongside their lovers would die rather than shame one another.
According to Aristotle, the Army of Lovers were sworn into military service at the Tomb of Iolaus, one of the many male lovers of Hercules. Iolaus had helped the god in the Twelve Herculean Tasks.
He often acted as Hercules' charioteer and companion, and the closeness of their relationship was such that he was known as Heracles' symbomos (altar-sharer), since the two could be honored at one and the same altar — a very rare occurrence in ancient Greece, where each divinity would have his or her own altar.
Iolaus was called the eromenos (beloved boy) of Hercules, and was thus a Sacred Hero of same-sex love in Thebes. Hercules, Iolaus and Eros were often depicted together.
That is probably why the army of gay lovers was called the Sacred Band, since they took their oath of allegiance at the Sacred Tomb of Iolaus, which was at the same time a shared sacred altar to Hercules. In effect, the warriors were swearing that they would fight alongside their comrades the same way Iolaus and Hercules fought together — armed with the arrows of Eros.
You can see the parallels to Hadrian and his beloved boy Antinous, and later this week the parallels become even clearer when we commemorate the SACRED LION HUNT.
After that hunt in the Libyan desert in the summer of the year 130 AD, Hadrian and Antinous made sacrifice to the Great Lion Slayer Hercules — thus cementing the identification between Hadrian/Hercules and Antinous/Iolaus — and their affiliation with the Sacred Band of Thebes.
The great Theban general and tactician Epaminondas is generally credited with establishing The Sacred Band, although some sources claim it was his "beloved friend" Pelopidas who was responsible for recruiting them. No matter — they both fought side-by-side at the head of The Sacred Band.
This corps d'elite first took to the battlefield against Sparta, which had dominated Greece since the fall of Athens in 404 BC. The Spartans were confident of victory, as they had never suffered a defeat on the battlefield — never ever.
Deploying the Sacred Band on his front left wing, "Epaminondas made his left wing fifty deep and flung it forward in the attack."
The "extra weight" of this wing and the "fanatical bravery of the Sacred Band" broke the Sparta right wing, which contained their best warriors. In the ensuing hand-to-hand combat, the Spartan king was killed and their right gave way.
Witnessing this, the rest of the Spartan forces, who had not yet been engaged, fell back in disarray, running for their lives. Thus, Sparta suffered their first recorded defeat in more than 400 years — at the hands of an Army of Gay Lovers.
But the end came in 338 BC at the battle of Chaeronea when King Phillip II of Macedonia and his son Alexander (later called Alexander the Great) defeated the combined forces of Athens and Thebes-Boetia. Alexander confronted The Sacred Band of Thebes, the elite corps of 300 homosexual lovers who were by that time the most respected soldiers in the world.
But alas! They were no match for the Macedonians under Phillip and Alexander. It was a rout. The Athenian and Theban armies gave way and began retreating from the advancing Macedonians. Only The Sacred Band stood their ground — and died. Only a few were subdued and captured. Of those who died, it was found that not one had been wounded in the back — a sign that they had not turned away from the fight.
Alexander was so moved by their nobility and courage that he asked his father to bury them with honour and raise a monument in the form of a Sacred Lion over their mass grave. In 1881, the shattered fragments of this Lion Tomb were discovered, surrounded by the bones of 254 pairs of men with their weapons, arranged in a phalanx of seven rows, the battle formation of the Sacred Band.
In 1902 the fragments of the Sacred Lion were reconstructed and placed again over the tomb of The Sacred Band (depicted left) by the secret homosexual society known as the Order of Chaeronea, founded by gay-rights pioneer George Cecil Ives.
It reminds us once again of the Sacred Lion Hunt which we celebrate later this week.
So, what has all of this got to do with us in our daily lives? We're not soldiers. We're not brave and courageous. Like Dorothy Gale, we're meek and mild. Timid. We know that if we were on a battlefield, we would turn and run. We would hide and "play dead" and hope nobody found us.
We assume that the Army of Gay Lovers were all fearless. We think they were unafraid. We don't think of them as being scaredy-cats like us. We think they didn't mind the prospect of agonizing death. We think they were somehow above such mortal fears and doubts.
That's nonsense, of course. They were scared out of their wits. We can scarcely imagine how afraid they were. As they stood there alone against the mightiest army in the Ancient World, their emotions shifted beyond the mere terror of possibly being killed, to the actual horror of inescapable agony and death. It is one thing to be terrified — we all know the fears generated by terrorists who fly airliners into buildings.
But the emotions experienced by those trapped in the planes or inside the burning buildings go far beyond mere terror to the actual horror of inescapable agony and death. That is the Mystery of Terror as opposed to the Mystery of Horror. We tend to forget the distinction!
The Army of Gay Lovers were not without fear. On the contrary, they were staring into the horror of impending pain and death. But they did not allow their fear to overwhelm them.
Instead, they turned their fear "inside-out" and used it as a magical shield. The barbs of fear were no longer poking inward to themselves, but instead were pointing outward towards their foes.
And that is the Mystery Teaching of the Army of Gay Lovers. It was no doubt part of the initiation which the recruits underwent at the Tomb of Iolaus. They were schooled in magico-religious methods for handling fear. It's about learning to harness Mars energy. Mars is all about the double-edge sword of fear/bravery and how you can learn to wield that Sword of Mars.
It's not about being fearless. It's about being able to transform your fear into a mighty force which wins the battle of life. Mars Warrior Energy is not about death. It is about LIFE. It is about harnessing fear and doubt and turning them into useful energies in your daily life.
Life — from the time you are born until the time you die — life is just one constant battle. And if you give in, then you are lost. And if you give in to the fear and doubt that constantly confront you each and ever day, then you are lost. It's about using selfless love and transcendant awareness to transform fear and doubt into constructive energies which empower you to stand up and wade into the fray of daily life.
The Band of Thebes were initiated into Mystery Teachings which showed them how to transform fear and doubt into a magical force which made them invincible — capable of asserting their will and making their dreams become reality.
And the catalyst was male-male love and devotion.
This is one of the deepest and most profound Mystery Teachings of the Religion of Antinous.
We are talking about the Mysteries of Antinous-Mars. This is why Flamen Antinoalis Antonius Subia has painted Antinous in the guise of the War God (above).
Antinous is not just about gay male beauty. He is about gay male warrior energy.
Mars is a very important constituent aspect of Antinous. In Fixed Star Astrology, the STAR OF ANTINOUS is characterized by a mixture of Jupiter/Mars energy along with Venus energy — unique among Fixed Stars. To overlook Mars is to overlook a major component of what Antinous is all about.
Mars and his Alchemical Intelligence Graphiel and Daimon Barzabel (Deimos and Phobos) is much misunderstood by philosophers and occultists.
The fiery Graphiel/Barzabel energies of the red planet ("terror" Deimos and "horror" Phobos) are often seen as frightful and horrific and destructive and warlike with no other qualities. This is a shallow analysis and one that should be discarded. Understanding your Martial nature — the Antinous-Mars warrior inside you — is essential to your survival and growth as a gay man. Terror and horror accompany us all our lives.
We are all afraid every day. We are all riddled with doubts every day. Look around you — most people are consumed with fear and doubt. Fear fuels their lives! But each of us can learn to turn our fears and doubts "inside-out" so that their barbs no longer point inward towards us, but instead so that these barbs of fear and doubt form a protective shield around us.
It girds us with a constructive energy which helps us to advance through the Herculean travails which we face in our daily lives. Instead of being "fearfully" timid, we become "fearsomely" determined not to let life get us down.
Tomorrow, this transformational ability to turn fear "inside-out" will help us to understand how Antinous was able to charge the man-eater during the SACRED LION HUNT.
He must have been terrified. He was young and inexperienced and alone on his steed and armed only with an adamantine-tipped lance.
But through his loving bond with Hadrian/Hercules, Antinous/Iolaus was also magically armed with the "fearsomely strong" energies of the Sacred Band of Thebes.
Flamen Antinoalis Antonius affirms: "We consecrate and honor their memory and call upon their strength and courage in our own hearts, that we may become the New Sacred Band."
Saturday, August 19, 2017
FEDERICO GARCÍA LORCA
SAINT OF ANTINOUS
SAINT OF ANTINOUS
ON AUGUST 19th, the Religion of Antinous honors St. Federico García Lorca, who was openly gay and who is one of the greatest poets of the Spanish language.
He was executed by the Fascists on this day, August 19th, during the Spanish Civil War in 1936.
García Lorca's central themes are love, pride, passion and violent death, which also marked his own life.
The Spanish Civil was just getting underway in August 1936 and García Lorca was seen by the right-wing forces as an enemy. The author hid from the soldiers but he was eventually found.
An eyewitness has told that he was taken out of a Civil Government building by guards and Falangists belonging to the "Black Squad". García Lorca was shot in Granada without trial. The circumstances of his death are still shrouded in mystery. He was buried in a grave that he had been forced top dig for himself.
According to some sources, he had to be finished off by a coup de grâce. One of his assassins later boasted, that he shot "two bullets into his arse for being a queer".
It was the end of a brilliant career as a poet and dramatist who was also remembered as a painter, pianist and composer.
In the 1920s he was close friends with Luis Buñuel and Salvador Dalí, among many others who later became influential artists in Spain. Despite the accolades from artists and critics, he suffered from bouts of depression brought on largely by his inner conflict about his homosexuality.
He was tortured by the demands of being a celebrity in a homophobic society and the yearnings of his gay soul.
During his lifetime only a handful of close friends were allowed to read the collection of gay poems which would be published many years later as his Sonnets of Dark Love. Here is one of them, entitled Love Sleeps in the Poet's Heart:
You'll never understand my love for you,
because you dream inside me, fast asleep.
I hide you, persecuted though you weep,
from the penetrating steel voice of truth.
Normalcy stirs both flesh and blinding star,
and pierces even my despairing heart.
Confusing reasoning has eaten out
the wings on which your spirit fiercely soared:
onlookers who gather on the garden lawn
await your body and my bitter grief,
their jumping horses made of light, green manes.
But go on sleeping now, my life, my dear.
Hear my smashed blood rebuke their violins!
See how they still must spy on us, so near!
With the Catalan painter Salvador Dalí and the film director Louis Buñuel he worked in different productions.
Dalí and Lorca had met in 1923. From the beginning, Lorca was fascinated by the young Catalan's personality and looks. Also Dalí had admitted that Lorca impressed him deeply.
When Buñuel and Dalí made their famous surrealist short film Un Chien Andalou (1928), García Lorca was offended: he thought that the film was about him.
Lorca's friendship with Dalí inspired a poem, a defense of modern art and at the same time an expression of homosexual love. Dalí dedicated his painting of Saint Sebastian to his friend, who often compared himself to the tortured homoerotic martyr.
"Let us agree," Lorca wrote to Dalí, "that one of man's most beautiful postures is that of St. Sebastian."
"In my 'Saint Sebastian' I remember you," Salvador Dalí replied, ". . . and sometimes I think he IS you. Let's see whether Saint Sebastian turns out to be you."
García Lorca was capable only of a "tragic, passionate relationship," Dalí once wrote — a friendship pierced by the arrows of Saint Sebastian.
The Religion of Antinous honors this great artist who lived and loved tragically and passionately and who died tragically for being gay.
Friday, August 18, 2017
RUFUS WAINWRIGHT'S HADRIAN OPERA
TO BE PREVIEWED IN CINCINNATI
TO BE PREVIEWED IN CINCINNATI
THE new opera by Rufus Wainright about Hadrian and Antinous will be workshopped in Cincinnati Ohio in December 2017 ahead of its worldwide premiere in Toronto.
The opera ... simply titled HADRIAN ... with a libretto by Canadian playwright Daniel MacIvor will have its world premiere as the opening production of Toronto's Canadian Opera Company's 2018 season.
Wainwright and MacIvor have been selected to be in Cincinnati as part of the Opera Fusion: New Works program, a collaboration between the Cincinnati Opera and University of Cincinnati, College Conservatory of Music's Opera Department.
Dates have not yet been set and could change, but an Opera spokesperson said it is looking at December. Both Cincinnati Opera's Marcus Küchle and CCM’s Robin Guarino confirmed the general details.
The workshop sessions for the opera-in-progress are private, but there are plans for a public presentation of selections, with Wainwright and MacIvor present for discussion. CCM’s Robin Guarino will be directing the workshop presentations.
The opera, which the Canadian company commissioned in 2013, tells the story of the Roman emperor Hadrian and his profound grief following the death of his lover Antinous.
According to an interview with Wainwright, he envisions this being produced on a grand scale. Wainwright's previous opera, "Prima Donna," debuted in 2009.
"What's interesting about the story of Hadrian is he was actually in love with Antinous, who was another man," Wainwright says in the interview with PRI radio.
Wainwright is the gifted Canadian singer/songwriter/musical man about the world who has forged a unique career in mainstream contemporary music as an original, quirky, thinking person's pop star. And he's not new to the world of opera.
"Prima Donna," his 2009 debut, which told the story of an aging opera singer attempting to make a comeback, has been presented in Manchester, London, New York, Toronto and around the globe, to reviews that roamed from the enthusiastic ("a love song to opera," wrote The Times of London) to the outraged (The New York Times called it "an ultimately mystifying failure") – the quality of reaction being determined, more or less, by the closeness of the reviewer to the world of classical music.
Wainwright started talking about Hadrian around the time he was serenading his mother with the opera's overture in early 2010.
As his mother, Kate McGarrigle, faced her final days in January, 2010, Wainwright played his latest composition for her at the family piano ... the overture to his new opera about Antinous and Hadrian.
What attracted him to Hadrian was the power of the story Wainwright wanted to tell.
Certainly the story of the Emperor Hadrian has plenty to offer contemporary audiences. Quixotic, domineering and visionary, Hadrian represented the end of the Classical era in Roman history, a fascinating period when the influence of Greek ideas began to predominate in Roman society, changing its political landscape in significant ways.
Wainwright adds, "And then there's Antinous, essentially the male equivalent to Helen of Troy - though we know he actually existed and exactly what he looked like. At one point he was neck and neck with Christ in terms of cult status after disappearing in the Nile. Imagine what a different world that would have been if he had lived!"